So Hi there :D

My name is Charlie.

I haven't been on here in a while....

I've been through some radical stuff actually. Like life changing.

Well. I guess it's not so super fantastic that I'm like a totally different person. I'm still me essentially, but I've done a lot in my life to solidly say: We're onto a new Chapter.

"I haven't changed, but I know I'm not the same."

Anyway. Why haven't I written in so long? I'm kind of at peace with myself. Like finally in a place where I can flow with life and feel good about it. Which is something I haven't been able to do during the entire existence of this blog.

Confusion

It's a huge pain in the ass, to be really blunt about it. It's the reason most of this was written. Because I needed a place to throw up all the crap going on in my head and trying to figure out what's inside of it. I thought too much. I didn't do what I wanted. I've figured things out now though.

Well mostly.

There's still a shit-ton that I don't know. Which is exactly how it should be. But at least I'm not trapped in this decaying mental state. It might have something to do with the fact that I've cut Amber away from my life, and inserted all these different people in her place.

I don't know.

I feel happy for the first time. I feel balanced again. I feel that all is right with the world. There are still problems that I will have to deal with. I have to figure out what I'm going to do with Con when I come back from this vacation. I have school and my future to worry about. I need to get back into the swing of things after another year of a crappy summer job. I am still a human being, and have yet to hit nirvana, but I've turned onto the right street, and maybe that's where it'll end.

It might end up on another dead end.

Or it might end up in a beautiful place that I can't even dream of right now.

Anyway. This blog hopefully will slowly come back to life as an Adventure Journal. I'm not going to change the layout or anything, because it's a serious bitch and a half to mess with. If I haven't made that obvious enough already. I think the background picture has been the same for a couple years now. But anyway. I'm still wonderful at digressing.

This Adventure Journal is something I'm starting up with another friend of mine. The idea is that we're going to do a bunch of stuff together, which would be the "Adventure" part of things, and then document it, which would be the "Journal" part of things. We'll have sister blogs so we'll be able to be like "Oh so that's what was going on with you at that time!"

or at least that's what I'll be thinking. She'll be more professional probably.

So I'll link her up on my Friends section, seeing as all my other friends are dead. And the entries in this thing will probably be strictly adventures, as I no longer need it as a place to vent.

So that's what's going to be going on. Everything will still work the same. However the characters will be more limited, and the entries will probably be sporadic. I'll also probably drop all the codenames, seeing as I'll no longer need them because I wont talk about anyone behind their back anymore.

I've grown up. Hope you like it.

Out~

"There's still a shit-ton that I don't know."

We never figured out how much that was.