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Yeah, I'm a little frustrated. But I'll live. I guess. My car is in need of oil, and because of weather and schedules I haven't been able to get it changed. I also need to buy a card for Christmas, probably spend 10 minutes writing it, run all the way in the opposite direction, and pack it with some other things to send it out. I also want to get a USB cord for my new Celly so that I may put music on it and use it as a substitute MP3 player. Because even though I have purchased a few CDs recently, most of my music is in file format on my computer.

And it's the freaking twenty second! Christmas is drawing ever nearer!

Another thing....

Girls are the MOST freaking confusing things on the planet. It would be freaking easier to be gay to a certain degree. At least you don't have to deal with their refusal to speak in a straight line. Or at all actually! Seeing as I'll take a beat around the bush response over none at all.

With S, I'm feeling a difference in the way she talks to me. *The powers that be have determined this part of the entry to be inappropriate and have deleted it* And I guess those are the major things in my life right now, seeing as I can't think of anything else to put down in that catogory.

Great things about blogs. When you actually take the time to write something down that's bothering you. It really puts things in perspective.

Oh also, there's Val and Yellow. Those two at least make a little more sense. When it comes to Val, we either have moments where we act like we're an old couple, and there's times where we don't talk and she shoots me dirty glances. I guess it comes with the fact that we've been friends since middle-school, so we're a bit immature with eachother. Yellow is more straightforward really. I'm bummed end of story hahaha.

I don't know. I can see S understanding things. She's a pretty down to earth human being. Though it's kinda like, I know she'll probably end up hurt because of me and I'm going to feel bad, regardless if she tells me or not.

This is the reason why I hide who I actually am behind plates of steel. Most people don't want to deal with what's in the center. And if they do want to deal with it, they can't do it for too long. I just need to figure out who I am naturally, and then be done with it. When I am genuine 100% it'll be easier for people to deal with me and me be completely happy.

Blah. At this point I don't want to write anymore. Maybe some more tonight. I've officially bummed myself out. I've been talking to Mime a bit. Like actual talking. She's so free-spirited I'll probably just get lost in her good mood and forget about all of this.

Out~

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