That thorn in your side is alive! And it's killing me!

That's Say Anything.

I really don't know what to say, so I thought that lyrics would be appropriate start. I'm doing good today. It's our third snowday of the year. I got my Civics thing done, all I have to do is type it up and present it. I think right now I'm in a pretty good place.

Oh. Also, a follow up on the last entry. I am going to go through with the test. Oh it'll be hell. I fully expect it to be one of the more difficult things I'm gonna go through this year, but it's going to be that way no matter when I do it. But I'm actually starting to feel more confident. And seeing as it's only 10 days away. I BETTER be confident in myself. Because that's what's going to get me through it. If I start thinking that I can't make it, then I wont. It's as easy as that. I wonder what they'll do to me this time though? I don't think I've done anything wrong. But I'm sure they'll find something to do to us. They always do. And my hair is probably going to be yanked out again. Hopefully this time they'll have a harder time putting it in a top knot seeing as I took off a couple of inches. And because my bangs are shorter, they wont get into my eyes as much when I start to sweat.

Sweat+Eyes=pain just in case you were wondering.

I've also gotta be on my toes the entire test. From past tests, we're probably going to be attacked at some point of it. This time though, I want to be ready for it. I'm going to do it. I'm going to beat the machine.

I don't know. With Kempo all settled, I feel better. Like if I can handle this, I can handle anything.

Oh and my parents again spoke to me about their wills and insurance. Not a fun topic. At all. Especially because every time they mention it, I'm thinking to myself "Are you planning on dying soon?". I've asked them that though once, and they just said that they were establishing their Plan B.

So I'll get control of everything. I will instantly become an adult in the eyes of the legal system. I'll be given a council, so we can spend the money appropriately. I'm not to tell certain family about the funds that I have control over, because my parents don't trust them with that information. I'd also have to stay mentally sane so that I can age 20 years in a couple of days and take care of an entire household.

It's scary.

Out~